Winter’s Blues Keep on Singing

[Monday]

This post was supposed to be about some color leggings that I love. Not any more.

It took me by surprise, so unexpected.

An ocean of loneliness swept through me and left me empty.

Helpless. Scared.

It’s the beginning of holiday season. Football games, hunting activities, family gatherings, etc I don’t relate to any of these.

I keep myself entertained, most of the time. But tonight, I failed.

Some say that Scorpions are the Extremists, I agree. I am, full of contradictions.

In and out of depression; inevitable, every winter.

Love or hate. Never lukewarm.

God will lead the way. I prayed.

I have a feeling that He will show me the way if I surrender.

Always be true to myself. Always.

Ahh… feeling better. Let me take this good feeling to bed and wake up a new person tomorrow. Amen.

Purr Purr Blur Wednesday

[Wednesday]

I have not been sleeping well lately. Lots of dreams. In last night’s dream, I was riding a horse in a race. Then, the horse turned into a camel. I was riding it with his butt facing the front, and he was racing forward.  As soon as I realized that didn’t make sense, I woke up.

Gosh. I must be watching too much Amazing Race.

I should try moving my bed as well. This facing west thing is not really working out.

My eyes feel like two deep holes that filled with exhaustion. I  just want to crash for 12 hours straight.

On the other hand, I am really happy that Karan is back.

I just picked him up from Des Moines airport. It was hard to keep my eyes open on the way to the airport. Purr Purr… Blur. Yawn.

Karan came back from his India trip after two weeks. It’s always nice to witness the reunion of papa and the puppy. 🙂 Happiness is infectious.

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Leave the Fall in the Bag

One of the fun things to do in the fall is to play amongst the fallen leaves.

One of the NOT so fun things to do in the fall is to bag those leaves.

I did both today.

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Gathering the leaves the old fashion way

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After all the fun, I only managed to pack one bag of leaves …. (see the brown paper bag behind me)

Be sure to buy the bags that have “WM” (Waste Management) sign on them. Hyvee carries these bags. Waste Management will not pick up bags that don’t have WM sign (like the ones sold in Walmart).

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Dance to a Lovely Sunday Morning

I put on James Blunt CD and started to dance to the song.

There was no particular choreography, I just moved depends on how I felt. Movements that made me feel pretty and soft. Movements that made me feel silly. Movements that made me feel alive.

I danced in the living room and I danced around the dining table.

Kai was dancing (chasing) behind me. He thought momma has gone wild.

What a perfect Sunday morning.

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Sold!

Since I had so much fun at last week’s antique auction, I went for a different kind of auction today – a house auction.

The weather was miserable; cold, rainy, windy… but my heart was pumping!

010An auction is not a joke; it’s a contract. The winner is required to put 20% down the day of auction and pay the balance within a month. The house will be sold in as-is condition.

I wasn’t afraid (okay, I was feeling nervous silently). I was prepared. I’ve done my homework.

Before the auction, I hired an inspector to inspect the house and checked out the neighborhood. I observed the bidding process and studied buyers’ bidding behavior at previous auctions.

I have a budget in mind.  Well, I was bidding on behalf of a company, so I was given a specific budget to work with.

There were quite a few people showed up (some investors, some private buyers, some curious people) at the auction. It was hard to tell who was serious and who wasn’t. I walked around the house and didn’t ‘overhear’ any useful information. 🙁

You should never let other people know about your budget, especially the auctioneer. Auctioneer works for the seller. He wants the bid to go as high as possible because he will receive a commission based on the sale price. You lose if you show your number first.

The bidding began.  My heart was racing at high speed, but I couldn’t show. I had to be patient.

I paced myself on my bidding and became aggressive when I needed.

Long story short, I won the bid, on budget. Sold!!!! Oh man, I had such an adrenalin rush.

So proud of myself and I gave myself a big pat on my back. :kehappy:

Despite of the ‘better stay home’ weather, some friends showed up to give me some support.  Thank You, Thank You!!!

Another day, another crazy OuOu story. Now, off to the next project.

Remember, Thoughts Become Things.

Good night.